Selamat Hari Raya! :D
I did not text any of my Muslim friends, I've no idea why didn't I, neither did I wish them on Facebook. I over think too much, so I thought if I text them, it'll be too.. abrupt (okay, if this is the right word)
However, Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims :D Have a great new year ahead! Enjoy yourselves with the awesome food & Green angpaus. Heh! :D Okay I just texted Madam Nurul. Don't get me wrong, she's my Leo faculty advisor, so we're more like friends most of the time. Most, not all :)
I've missed out a lot since I didn't blog for 15 days. I've attended many different kinds of activities and I didn't quite have time to blog about them in detail yet. But well, I'm going to briefly talk about them now :D
Firstly, 14 of August, Buka Puasa Party. Restaurant Decanter. Lion Poh Ling was the organizing chairperson therefore our club was in charge of the game session. Honestly, I was pretty unwilling to organize the games at first, as it was a very short notice, and yes, I was afraid that the games won't get good respond from the children. & I hardly know what kind of nice games are available for us to organize. I've absolutely no idea what kind of kids are they, I just know that they are ophans from this centre, thats why I was so unwilling to do anything about because well how do you expect me to do anything, when I know nothing?!
But with all my board members' help, Jia Qi, Jia Cherng, Sheen and I attended that event. & we regret nothing. It was a great event to go to and the kids were very friendly. The small little kids came up to me and salam! How cool is that? :D Not to mention the food was great as well HAHA.
Each and every time after I attended this kind of event, people ask me what's my reflection, I'd say, OH I learnt to appreciate things more. Yes, that's the message that I get, but seriously, did the message really get through me? Did I truly understand that? Yes, I get what it means but do I really feel it? At that moment, I told myself that I should cherish things more but the next day when I go home, do I really apply what I've realized and learnt? Sadly I don't. I do, probably for days? Then I won't even remember half the things I thought I realized throughout the entire event.
Hmm. This is a bad thing.
I've spent a lot of time with the kids and all of them are.. real. Their smiles and laughter are real, they might not know what's going on out there in the world but I can see that they enjoy every moment and cherish what they have. They'd fight for the things they love, be it just a small gift for a game. It showed that they have the determination to go for the things that they love, without hesitation. They'd say thank you and sorry when they should. They are not afraid of anything because they do what's right. They judge themselves by what's right not what others' think. & people like me, knowing what I love, but I'd hesitate a thousand times to say out what I am really thinking. Over think, over analyze. Imagine a thousand kinds of what ifs. When in reality, I could've just done whatever that I want to do and know that damn result already. But then I always end up doing all these unnecessary things that won't make me any happier in every way. Why can't I just learn from them?
Simplicity. I guess that's what I should learn from them.
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50% of Add Maths Homework50% of Chemistry HomeworkBuka Puasa Party ReportSeniors' Letters.
So I gave up half way. & I'm going to continue with those few days after. I need to chill and do revision from the beginning of the chapter. Forgotten most of the formulas due to the lack of practice. I hope one week is enough.
Okay I better get going. Still have one chapter of Biology need to read. Test after the holiday! YES I CAN DO THIS! Well, though I am going to read while watching City Hunter HAHA.
Goodnight! Hope you guys had a fine day like me :)
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