not the last time,

So I was telling Clarissa that I always feel like I am not good enough, for anyone. Not just him, but anyone. I have attitude problem, hair problem, and I feel like myself is a problem sometimes. It's not a matter of lack of confidence but I just tend to see my own imperfections very often, whereas some people don't, at all.

No, you shouldn't think that way. I don't know.. but that's what relationship amazing I guess. You feel like you're so imperfect yet the person will somehow make you believe that you're just perfect in his eyes.

Clarissa

Life is good (: Many unexpected problems occured but I am okay with all of them. I haven't exactly gotten the solution for my problems yet but I feel right, just right. I may be going to the Students Exchange Programme to Australia. Getting my passport next Tuesday I guess.

Farewell in less than a month. I was talking to Chee Yi on Skype discussing about the things that we should take charge of during Prefect Farewell and I just couldn't stop imagining myself crying on that day. There'll be an open mic session and OMG I am sure I am going to cry.

I don't recall that holding back tears was ever an easy task. So I am so scared that I will cry. No, not scared. I am sad. Farewell. Goodbyes tear people apart from the inside. #Fact.

I hate it when people ask me to stay strong but I guess these two words are the only thing left for me, no?

Stay strong.

But I've got to say: Apart from farewell, life is challenging and am loving it :)



Do you know what its like to reach for the phone, and then have to pull your hand back because you remember you're not supposed to call anymore? You sit back with tears building up in your eyes because you know its not the last time you'll miss the conversations you shared.

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