Sunday, August 07, 2011

like seasons, people change,

Hello world, hello you.

Since it's my last day being a 15 years old, I thought I should blog (: Haven't been blogging about life for quite some time so I've no idea how to start now. Hmm.

I'd say that I am not so demotivated anymore, I start doing my homework again, I start to try to care again, and everything is working pretty well and I am quite glad and relieved for that. I begin to set aims right now, especially for my Final Term, I really want to score for that.

Not scoring for Final Term only actually, I guess I want to focus more on my studies that's why scoring for Finals became one of my aims (: I am very lost during Add Maths class now and I get frustrated pretty easily but I've been trying my best to catch during these two days. The original plan was to go out with Raquel and all but then plan cancelled due to the large amount of work.

I spent nearly the whole day doing some things for upcoming Leo Project, that's why half of my weekend was gone like that. That just made me busier and I am still trying to find the balance between Leo and studies. Actually things are working pretty well, I just have to be more motivated and disciplined, that's all, but it's quite to get up early in the morning to finish up the work sometimes because sleep is so important!

And sometimes when you manage to get up, you still feel sleepy and in the end you still can't do much. Then at times when you go back to sleep again before 5.20AM, when you go to school on that day, you tend to fall asleep in the class. And the teachers will wake you up several times in one lesson.

Frustrating, isn't it? Even my sleeping schedule is super messed up.

Do you know the feeling you get when you talk to someone about the person you like, when they're actually the same person?
I do.



People don't leave because things are getting too difficult;
people leave because those things are no longer worth it.