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| Careers' Day ; 2011. With fellow prefects :) |
I always knew that the society, the real world out there, is filled with cruelty, cold-blooded people, and the culture that doesn't make sense nor up to any good which everyone practice, every single day. I always knew. And I always thought that I am tough enough that I've accepted all these.
But recently, I found out that, knowing something & accepting it are two different stories.
Though I always knew all these, I always knew that people always turn to the side which benefits them, without a glance at those who're hurting, but it hits me real hard, having to face all these at this age, in school.
What's your definition of adults?
Magnificent humans that we can't live without? Well yes, that's true. My parents are the first two people that came on my mind, speaking of adults. But one thing that caught me thinking was, why do adults like to build such a perfect image in front the younger ones, and when the young ones turn in young adults, then they realized those people that they once believed in, are nothing but the fake images.
It made me thought, those people that once showed love, care, and everything...Are they true? Or is it that my imagination just got too well?
Trust? Years to build, seconds to break. I've not been this disappointed and upset for a really, really long time. I couldn't even think on that day when that incident happened. It was the most exhausting day that I've ever experienced. I didn't even want to say a word when he scolded me in public for something that I didn't do. I tried so hard to fight back the tears and ignore those words he said. Those words he said, to defend himself, protecting his image in front of everyone, but ruining it in front of my eyes, my heart.
"But! He was such a nice person!" This thought kept screaming in my head.
I can't even reveal much here just because of the habit of humans who like to overrate certain issue. It's funny and pathetic to find out that people can just step over you just to make themselves look good. It's sad to know that people like me, 16 years old who're supposed to be naive and blog about fashion, gossips, hot celebrities or something close to that, blogging about this kind of ugly truth.
But well, really, look at the bright side (after that whole incident, and people's words of comfort & hugs by some people), without this kind of absolute-no-moral-values-people, there wouldn't be people like me, you or anyone else who're really true & nice. Without them, we won't be able to learn how to differentiate and perseve.
So.. if you may excuse this word that I'm going to use..Screw those people and lets be nice and not be anything like them :)
