Thursday, September 29, 2011

i still remember,

 
I don't even know what to start off with. Honestly I kind of hate this feeling I get when I didn't blog for a long period of time and now finally I've decided to blog, yet I have so many things to say and so little time to update.
 
First thing, exams. Okay this is such a bad way to start off a post but yes exams. Actually it's good to have exams, really. It's far better than dealing with countless assignments or work stress. Because there's always an end for exams, be it finals, first or mid terms. So what I'm trying to say is, I can't wait for exams to end! :)
 
I'm dead for all the tests but oh well I can't do much now. It's one week to exam and I havent started on my Sejarah yet! How great is that? But well I'm seriously going to start today. I'm going to read that damn textbook like omg I tell you I'm so serious about this.
 
Well, I've got that thought almost everyday throughout this week but nah, none of the days were productive at all.
 
But that's me :)
 
Top three things that happen all the time when exams are around the corner:
3) ALL black pens go out of service
2) Falling sick and discover a major illness in my body
1) Over thinking - no, not over thinking actually - but yes thinking of those that hardly think of me at all. Think of those treat me as an option. Think of those that make me feel worthless all the time.
 
Just let me go already. Please. Stop coming back and going away again and again. You don't understand.
 
Sorry about that.
Things have been great actually. I won't say I'm fine and things are perfect. But I've been really busy. I am like walking around the whole school during break and lunch to get this document or that document done. Busy but satisfying :)
 
Mum has been complaining that I'm too busy. I'm making myself tired most of the time but yeah I guess throughout this whole year I've been trying to seek for this thing called balance.
 
I will blog again very soon :)
 
 
 
 
Boys have this weird way of knowing when you start to get over them. The minute you stop thinking about them they sense it and call.


-Lauren Conrad