Monday, July 11, 2011

this is real,

Hello world, hello you.

4 in the morning (: Okay, fine, it's actually 4.29 in the morning. Well, I wanted to blog last night but I wasn't feeling well at all. I felt dizzy + weak + I don't know how to describe that feeling. So I went to bed early. Okay I wanted to go to bed early, as in sleep earlier. But then I was texting Sheen, talking about school, and then I ended up sleeping at around 10PM. Successfully woke up at 3AM today, after so long! That's why I finished my Chemistry homework. Yay, I am so proud of myself. I mean, I deserve to sort of feel happy for myself since it has been a while since I've last done my homework, no? (:



Nothing lasts forever but actually we can always fight for things to remain a little longer. Whether it is worth it or is it that we are just stubborn it is alright, because we are humans that's why there are always things that we can't just say we are gonna move and we just let go like that. When we are having rough time in life, tears will seem to flow endlessly but then it's okay because crying is a form of healing. Then when the tears clear the midst in our eyes, we will begin to see the bright side and eventually find our ways to things and life.


 Yesterday was my mum's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUM!  We had a great time going around searching for things that we need to buy. I bought my mum a bag. Long ago I've already bought it and it has been in my wardrobe all this while. Ahahah.

I missed St. John + SAB's IU Day. Heard it was epic. Good job! (:



Yoghurt Cheese; Secret Recipe; 10 July 2011

I was wondering if I should go to school today. It seems like it's a waste of time going to school nowadays. I mean, we don't much at all. Due to concert practice and PTC. But the fact that I feel sort of bad because prefects are going to need help for PTC and I already didn't help on Thursday....

And the fact that I don't really want to deal with the I-feel-so-bad feeling, so yes I am going to school.

Plus, I doubt that many people are going to school so during concert practice, there'll be very, very few people which I am going to really happy with (:

So yes, I am going to school later.
Well, I wish school days can get interesting again. School used to be a place which I look forward to going, but it seems to be a different story now.

No, it isn't because of a particular reason, this whole thing just somehow, happened.
No worries though, I think I'm getting over it, the fact that I woke up just now :) YAY ME! :D


Green Tea Frappuccino; Starbucks Coffee; 10 July 2011


Do you know the feeling? The feeling when you hear a person's voice, whom you haven't seen for a really long time? The feeling is, undescribable. Maybe you can describe it, but I can't, lack of suitable words in my mind. But yeah, you get the idea.

Talked to Xuen on Skype yesterday in the afternoon. Talked for hours. It has been so long since I've last talked to her! So basically it went like this, I went for lunch and I returned home. Connected with Wifi and I was browsing my Tango contact list. Saw her Malaysia number and I thought of just playing with it so I dialled. Then, she picked up and we were like OMG I HEARD YOUR VOICE.

Then we were thanking God for technology.


Then we switched to Skype instead. Due to some connection problem. And then Skype worked really good. I talked for hours and told her about school, about friends, about myself and life. She told me about school, about people and about Australia.


That feeling you spent hours on the phone with your bestfriend.
And Green tea Frappuccino is really awesome. You should give it a try (: I should have trusted Xuen and try much, much earlier. HAHA.


Well, time to get really for school! Have a nice week people! (: Loves.