It has been quite some time since I've last talked to Shervonne. I really miss those days that we can spend hours and hours talking/texting about not-so-importnat stuff. It's not the gossips or jokes that I miss, but the moments that we can actually talk to each other, as best friends instead of the way it is now.
Definition of the way it is now will be that I am always doing my prefect duties and Leo things and.. well I've no idea what she's up to.
Ah, yes, that's how sad and pathetic things are right now. We're so busy that our tight grip on certain things get looser. I guess in life it's not like we don't appreciate things, but it's just that we're over confident about things, and we'd never expect ourselves to lose it. Not to say I am losing friendship, but we were closer, that's a fact. But well, things will work out like it has always been like (:
"In our life, we're always writing answers. The question will be our attitude. If you attitude is right, automatically your answers will be right. If it isn't, then everything else will go wrong."
-Mr. Naresh.
I have been inspired by so many people recently. Ah, inspiration (: It's amazing how capable people around me are. And they made me realized the amount of things and values that I've yet to learn. And that, there's no limit for one to improve oneself. And I've got to thank them, because I began to look beyond the imperfection and dissapointment, and I can feel that I am slowly picking up the pieces back again.
Yes, look beyond the imperfection and dissapointment that you brought to me. And I find life wonderful again. I began to realize that life is even more wonderful than how I used to think it was. Because right now it's filled with numerous challenges and opportunities (:
So is this the feeling of moving on or letting go? Or is it a little of both? The feeling of having hopes again, the feeling of looking forward to other things in life, and the feeling of satisfaction when you've done your work, well, most of all, the feeling of living again. If so, I will never ever forget this feeling. Priceless.
I gotta admit that I still miss how it used to be, it still brings me tears each time I think of it, especially when I was doing my work half way, but I've also accepted that things changed and I am okay with it (: As for now.
"You'll come across people that will say the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it's their actions which you should judge them by. It's actions and not words, that matter."
-Nicholas Sparks-
