Tuesday, November 10, 2009

You Are All I Need ♥

The post begin with a picture of Madam Ewe and I (:

Hello world. Hello you.

Today was such a long day. My feelings and mood were sort of messed up by people around me. I mean like, this second I am happy and the next second because of somebody I am in a terrible mood. I really have serious mood swing. That is a very serious problem but I find no way to cure it. Anyways I guess it's better to show your real mood than hiding your own feeling. Though I would prefer myself hiding my feelings.

This morning we had this poster drawing competition. The title was Malaysia in year 2057. It was such a hard work to be done. I spent such a long time thinking of what to draw so in the end I decided to draw my own version of UP. It turned out worse than I expected. Anyways, it's not I care and it's not like I wanna win.

I was in Choir Practice during the volleyball match. Xuen, Raquel and I were called to play either volleyball or basketball because there weren't enough player. As all of you know, I am a person who definitely can't be in a match or competition because I'll get so nervous which I don't know why.

Well, in the end I still played for volleyball.

The first match was C with M class. I didn't serve well and I got a pretty good comment from Han Wei. I felt so, terrible. In the end, we still won. I wasn't really in a good mood and yes Han Wei, I know I suck. So, I went to the basketball court and look for the players and watch them play. Not even a few minutes, I was called back to the volleyball court.

The next match was C vs K. I was quite nervous because I saw Debra there. I know she's like good in volleyball. I am trying to indirectly insult anyone but yeahs it's a fact that she's good in it. Anyways, C won and it was totally unexpected for me. I served for the last 4 times including the game point and when Jeremy told me it was the game point, all I knew was my hand and body are shivering cause I don't know whats the overall score, yet.

Thank God I served over for the last point. Thank you.

Then I watched the guys play and the guys did pretty well especially Theodore's serve and Gan's unexpectedly moves. The guys managed to win a few classes (sorry but I am not sure which 2) and then the finals for volleyball was C vs W for both guys and girls.

I heard from Shervonne that W class are very good and I started to get nervous again. I was scared not because of the serving part, instead of that, I was scared I cannot aim and hit the ball high up. Well, all of us were so scared. The game was divided into 2 sets and C won the first set.

It was such a relief :D

Then it was the second set. It went smoothly and I gotta serve for the last 2 points. I got the 1st one over the net. And OHMYGOSH, I missed the second one. Just because I wasn't putting my full concentration like seriously, I could've serve it properly :(

Anyways, we still won :D

After that, it was the guys turn for C and W class. Yes, same to guys there were 2 sets. I think the guys weren't concentrating that much like they were in the previous games but yeah they still did a good job :D The first two sets results were tie and they gotta rematch. Whichever team score a mark first won and yes, C won.

As a conclusion. C class is the champion for volleyball for guys and girls.
I am so proud of you guys :D
What is there left to do? No matter how much tears I shed, how much time I spend on regretting, how much effort I put in to forget, it doesn't work! I felt so broken, so very broken. I need you. All I need is you. I need to rewind back to days we first met. The days when you still used to smile at me. The days you still used to make me laugh. The days...
Oh yeah, I shall post the list that played for today's volleyball match.
Girls.
(a) Shervonne
(b) Niki
(c) Melissa
(d) Shu Yi
(e) Ain
(f) Ving Yii

Sub: Shin Wei & Zhi Xuen

I can't remember all the guys so yeah I guess I shall not post any :D

This post shall end with a picture of Raquel's dare :D