Finally I have successfully act like I don't care. Finally I can laugh, smile and joke like nothing is going on. Finally I can hide my feelings. Finally I've learn how to act like nothing happened, how to smile like I don't care, like everything doesn't matter. Finally.

I am proud of myself in a way.

I just wanna let you know that, I was mad, angry, feeling weird & uncomfortable because I cared. Because I cared. Maybe I still do care, from the bottom of my heart, I do. Maybe I am trying to be a good actress, but one day when I really can't stand life, I will break down and it's happening too often nowadays. Finally today everything is getting better. The feelings, emotion and expression are within control.

I am so proud of you, girl.

如果愛情是五線譜
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出愛上你
那完整的幸福