Seems like no one notice the word, till exams ended.
Oh well.
Can't help it.
Everyday came back from school so tired already sommore need to study.
Apalah ni? ):
Short update anyway, although I don't like studying for exams.
But in case I got fired by Mr. Naresh or any other prefect teachers,
Well, in case.
I gotta work hard.
I didn't really put effort for this term, yet.
Compare to last term, which is the first term.
Therefore, I dont expect any good results.
Well, I just hope that I won't fail.
Especially Higher English.
Had a bad bad bad dream nights before.
I dreamt that some girls sent me a a letter with black envolope,
It contains bad things in it about my blog.
It told me it simply suck and they asked me to stop blogging.
They told me its not like SOMEONE is gonna view it.
I woke up in a really shocked mood, then I find it doesnt matter.
As I don't blog for people to read ONLY.
Opssy, for those girls.
Just a dream anyway (:
I had my first prefect meeting ever.
I dont like the atmosphere there, so serious.
Aih.
So many things to be jot down.
So many reports to be done.
Sigh.
To Ravlynn dear(:
Promise me.
No matter what happens, stay strong alright?
Don't worry too much, problems are only part of your life.
They aren't everything in your life.
Because there's ups and downs, thats why we call it life.
I had bad days too, especially April.
The whole month seemed to be picking on me.
Bad things can't help but keep on showing and showing..
I felt like I was gonna break down any moment.
Pressure and stress never show up in my life.
Cause I never think that they exist.
Whatever that I need to archieve, I always tell myself
"Just do it lah, what so difficult"
But then that entire month I totally forgot about that.
I had too many things to worry about.
There was too many things I couldn't let it go.
I admit that I never let it ALL go. But then..
May came and everyone told me its a new month.
New start too.
Therefore, forget about the bad stuff, yeah I can imagine how bad it is.
But try to look at the good side, like what I told you.
He still love you no matter what.
He doesn't fake out everything.
So, concentrate on what you should be concentrating.
Just try, I know its hard, even myself can't do it 100%
But try alright.
One more point,
never forget, you have friends around you.
And you know we love you.
I hope I can be there for you when you need someone to talk to.
love, shin.
