Sunday, May 03, 2009

Baby, Never Say Never ♥

Sometimes I really think Im dumb.
I guess no one will actually reach my level of dumbness.
Seriously.
Just now I was looking through my Science form1.
I found that I know nothing about it.
Tried my best to finish memorizing reading the facts, oh finally Im done.
After 2 hours =.=

Was so happy that finally I got a reason to on my computer.
Yes, my reason's I finished reading my Science.
When I came on, looking through my contact list.
Sigh.
I don't know why, I just sigh.
Before I was thinking when I on the computer, I wanna talk to my friends, I wanna watch movies, I wanna blog.
When I finally reached to my computer, suddenly I felt like doing nothing.
So emptyy.
Damn pathetic, whats wrong with me lah =.=

Very quickly, 4 days of holiday dah gone.
Time flies. seriously.
At the moment you feel like, aih, I wish this moment pass quickly then all over already.
Then after all those stuff that happened, over already.
Suddenly you'll be thinking. Eh shit, why didn't I enjoy?
Just like when I was primary, I did feel really curious about secondary school.
Then when I finally reach the point I always wanted, I regretted for not enjoying the moments in primary.
Regretted for always wishing time would just pass like that.
Life's too short for us to regret.
Yet we always do something that make ourselves regret.

Gosh.
Im talking crap.
Again.

Well, Madam Goh's gone now.
Gone to WMSIPOH to face her new challenge.
Well, good luck.
I don't know why Im saying that.
But I guess I should feel a little grateful to her.
At least a lil'
(:

When you have no strength to even care.
You gotta let go.

There's five things that Im sure now.
Im sure and Im gonna do it.
Sometimes moving on is harder than holding on.
But life goes on.
Something that happened can stop you from moving on, but time won't stop.
It'll go and go and go. Without you noticing.
And when you finally realized, you'll regret.
Regret. ahhhhh.
And again, life's too short for us to regret.
When you finally thought of something you wanted, go for it, don't think too much.
Thinking too much can only cause problems.
If you know and think its right, believe in yourself and go for it.
Before you regret.

Life isnt perfect
So take these small little things
As a little imperfection in life
It doesnt stop u
From enjoying life
Its just obstacles
To toughen u up
And u have to be thankful to god for that

Thanks bow.
Btw, is your english set 1? =.=

So back to the five points Im absolutely sure.
1) Forget about those shits that happened and get over every single thing that made me feel down for the past few days.
2) Controll my own emotion and don't always say something or do something wrong.
3) Concentrate on my studies.
4) Practice volleyball. And stop being a loser in the team.
5) Get the post for the prefect since my brother is working on it also.


Seems hard ain't they?
Well, its not hard.
Its very hard.
Look at the third point, its common for a student.
Its a must to be done by a student.
But then its extremely hard for someone like me =.=

Life's full of ups and downs.
We gonna face them, no matter what.
Got a problem? Face it. Can't bear the pain?
Tell yourself, I don't care! Im just gonna

Move On.

Good luck to people out there.
Never forget to believe in yourself.


A post dedicated to myself.