失去，总令人舍不得，
但痛苦并不来自于失去，
而是来自于我们不肯放手。
Hello world.
The seniors gave the letter. I wonder what's going to happen. I even wonder if I should actually hope that the answer is a positive one. I really don't know. I am still lost.
I didn't enjoy the job, I've never say I enjoy the job. But I always know that, being a probate is a job where my confidence and strength lie in. It's something where I can actually prove to everyone that, I've something good in me, I can be good in studies, everything. And there I go, to try harder for sports. And be like my brother.
It's a job where my confidence and strength lie in. It's gone now.
I wonder what I still left. I seem to be aimless everyday. I tried to make myself busy. I failed perfectly. I hate myself when I always come blogging and blog about these.
As quoted by someone famous.
In order to light up others' life, lighten up yours first.
Damn, I can't do anything to make myself feel better. I thought I was prepared for everything. When the truth really comes, and when it's the time you going to face the truth, I somehow realized that.
No, I am so not ready yet. I need time.
I always expect you're that person. I don't wanna mention name, although this is a private blog. But, seriously. Eventhough I can understand why did you do so, but somehow...I can't help but feel like crying. I don't know I should feel sad? dissapointed? Or what?!
Seriously, I don't know.
Choir was okay, I talked to Kai Sin, Esther and Laura. We were talking about the chameleon. Oh well. Thank you God, nobody asked me about why I got fired. Well, until after school. Sang a new song. One part of it was..
At this darkest hour, we're gonna be just fine.
Yes, I am gonna be just fine. I am gonna be so, I believe. With all the senior's support, I believe, I'll get through these.
I still believe.
Thanks xuen. I know you were always there. I know you tried to cheer up. Thanks dear, I see everything that you've done for me.
