Hello!
I guess it's almost impossible to sum up what happened throughout the entire month in detail, but yeah I had my trials. It officially ended last Friday! I can't say I was fully prepared for it, and I thought I will be, but I did pretty alright, at least I could answer most of the papers, though I can't be sure if I am entirely correct. Well, except for Sejarah Paper. I didn't study for that at all. I thought I was going to fail that paper because I think I deserve it - since I didn't study - but surprisingly I could do, based on the facts that I studied the night before. At least I am going to have a pass. There goes my A+.
I went to Sunway University's Pre-U Scholarship Interview on Saturday and it was great. Though the process of waiting was quite dreadful but all wesleyans sat together and we talked about life, and life-affecting decisions. After the interview I got a lil' excited for college, because it seems fun. Though all I planned to do is study and make sure I have a strong foundation for uni, but it really seems fun. Sunway even has Origami Day! :D
I went to have a lunch with Ms Leong and Anne the other day :) After trials on Friday. It was good sitting there and stoning, knowing that I deserve a break without rushing. Sigh, sometimes I'd think, how am I suppose to handle college when I find SPM a lil' tough already? 6 weeks to SPM! HARDCORE STUDYING! Starts tomorrow.
My brother left home. Though not all the way to another country, but it seems as difficult for my mum. I caught her tearing up once and she was running up and down getting all the things for my brother. I guess this is the cycle. You say goodbye to your friends, and then your family comes next. We are linked in many ways, but at the same time we lead different lives. Life is about moving on, sometimes.
I think I need some new things in my life. It has been .. normal for too long.
But well, do you believe in seasonal friendship? It's like you didn't intentionally stay away from that person, but one day you realize you are not close to him/her anymore. You guys used to be best friend but somehow you stopped telling him/her things and you feel the distance. You try to save the friendship but you know you've moved on, yes you can be friends and all, but things are no longer the same. It is like your thinking are different npw. Some things which usually do not need to be explained, now you do need to. No fight, no argument, absolutely nothing, but you lost your friend in every way.
So, what will you do?
I am trying my best to fix it, but I know it's gone. Those who had experienced this told me all I can do is to pretend everything is the same, so I won't hurt the other party.
Oh well, I'll see how things go. HAVE A GREAT WEEK PEOPLE :)
