Kai Sin; Seow Wei; Shin Wei; Esther; Laura =)By the way, thats how weirdly I dressed during MPO.
I had a few more, in my phone, but it's not with me now.
Sigh, I hate it when I wanna blog and I found some pictures not with me.
It makes my blogpost, incomplete. Ish.
Not trying to put that blame on my brother, but yeah.
Sometimes I really like being alone at home.
I don't know why, I just prefered staying at home, alone.
And think, think about what happened from the last holiday until this.
Ohhhh and yeahhhh, I forgot!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS, PEOPLE! (:
Okay, Im sorry, I know its pretty late to wish, but still ((:
Pretty much stuff happened during April and May, and yeah, here June comes =)
Judging the problems I had in April and May, Its not solve yet.
I don't know if I should actually MOVE ON, or turn back, and solve it.
Move on?
Its not difficult anymore, I'll just lose something that used to be precious in my life. Used to be. I repeat. And everything's not going to be the same. Wll, does it matter now? (:
Turn Back?
Tell me a way to solve the problems, and I'll do it. If only there's one.
In case you didn't notice, whatever I said, yeah, you'll listen.
After listening and knowing what I said and feel, you'll start telling me some facts, to prove me that,
"No, Shin Wei, actually you're wrong, its actually..."
Blah blah blah, I don't think I should continue.
And when actually most of you, thought that it wasn't my fault, I thought, its true too.
Because right from the start, I thought I was the victim.
Right from the start, when you tell me, I was actually shocked, till mad, and till hurt.
And you were by my side, I mean siding is not EXACTLY important! But its something to do with TRUST.
Maybe its just not so important for you, but for me it is.
Harmony?
Its funny, when I received that message.
& Unbelievable, too.
Its as though it was completely my fault, I acted like a kid, and yeah, its time to be mature.
I laugh at myself, I was stupid after all.
Im just tired, I don't wanna think nor do anything.
Anything you guys wish to see me do,
Tell me, text me or whatever way.
And I'll do it. Just make sure you are happy.
And better shut your mouth after that.
Because nobody needs your opinion.
Especially, me.
Especially, me.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
I wanna go on top of the mountain.
And shout all my stupid feelings out.
Its a holidayyyyyy!
Relax shin relax =)
After this holiday, everything's gonna be a new start =)
This is also a reason, why I don't like to be alone at home.
I think A LOT.
And that makes a reason, why I don't like myself.
love love love,
shin =)
You are my oxygen.
I can't live without you.
