Hello readers.
I really really feel like blogging now.
About, stuff lah.
But I always need pictures, to blog.
And again, my pictures are in my phone and its currently with my brother.
Hmm, today's not a good day.
So basically this morning I woke up, waiting if dad's gonna ask me again about the party, but he didn't. Well, I was like thinking, okay! since he is not free, and he didn't ask, okay then I'll stay at home watch my drama and thats it.
I woke up around 10.30 am, and finally during lunch hour, 12.30 pm, my dad asked me.
Hey you not going to the party right?
I went like =.=
If you wanna ask, you can ask like, 10.30 am? When I woke up? If you wanna fetch me there or something? If you don't have anyway to fetch me, okay then, its okay, really. Just don't ask me about it and everything's fine. Why must you remind me when its 12.30 pm and when I was thinking my friends are having and Im alone in the house?!
Unreasonable.
Btw, the party starts at 11.00am. Not exactly a party. A gathering, I supposed.
And as my brother's taking my phone really often these days. My 50% of holidays are basically ruined by no phone, no transport and all those kind of shit.
Oh gosh, Im not really pissed off or something but Im sick of my life.
Sick of holidays like this actually.
One more thing I don't like about holidays are my mind nor my brain just tak berfungsi. I can't do right thing, make the correct decision. But I'll think like hell a lot and Im getting really confused now.
Confused about life.
Whats life exactly for?
As my age, 14, yeah, I gotta study real hard.
For PMR's sake.
Whats PMR for?
Oh, an super super GREAT achievement to let everyone knows that, OMG you scored full As!
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You daughter/son is so smart! Must be studying a lot!!
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And when you finally scored your PMR, you go to form4.
No worries, you are not FREE yet. yes you are free from PMR, but now you gotta face biology, chemistry, physics. Oh and add maths. Then you will start facing pressures. Worrying about if you can't get use to the new concept of studying.
When you finally got used to EVERYTHING which were once new to you,
Yeah there your teachers go, Next year SPM, should start preparing now!
Oh come on, just give a moment.
Have a break, have a kit kat :)
Continue,
When you go to college, choose what you gotta go for.
Study study study, work hard, do your assignments, and go to universiti.
Go to universiti, repitation, again, learn and learn and learn, do assignments. And go out to face the society, and work.
Work.
One word four letters, no its not LOVE.
Well maybe throughout your life, you will meet you love too. no, should be loveS.
You might get heartbroken, but never forget, you break hearts too.
Oh well, its just a process.
Back to the point.
We study hard and harder to the hardest. Just to get a good job.
Good job gets you good pay.
Good pay gets you good life.
Earn lot lot lot of money, save money and everything, in the end you still will die.
Then you revived and yeah, repetitions is the word.
This is gonna be a life process, and yeahs, Im gonna study hard and yeahs I'll do exactly what I typed.
At least,
thats what I see in life now.
Im starting to think that, this post is a sin.
Maybe, maybe God will get mad of me for seeing life so,
not-so-important.
It IS important.
I have my love ones on earth with me.
Just get sorta sick of it sometimes.
Sometimes :)
So fellow readers, forgive me, will you?
Hear my stupid facts which I think they're right okay?
Well, thats what blog's for.
Thank you if you do :)
For those who don't, WHATEVER. (:
Do I look like I freaking care? x)
loves again,
shin =)
