didn't quite like the layout before so yeah I changed it again.
I've been spending a lot of time blogging but yeah life is good :) my last major project ended on Friday and yess time for some good rest! and I am glad to say that all major projects this year were successful in their own ways.
I've faced trials and errors here and there throughout the entire year but it was a really great journey working with different people. Sometimes I'd question myself if I am doing good enough, but yeah I guess I've learnt many soft skills which, I've yet to find the right words to describe.
exams coming up and next will be forum! I can't wait. I have faith in my club. No it's not only about winning awards but the fact that if we win, hard work will be paid off, and acknowledged.
competitions exist here and there in wms and they might never ever know this but competitions for leos only exist during forum. and I strongly believe that those are friendly competitions.
that is why sometimes I get so tired of being in wms, cause everyone is trying to put each other down and I find so difficult to fit into that sort of situation despite I have been there for more than 4 years. I know the world out there is ugly and horrible and full of mean people and stuff like that which adults always mention, but I really don't like experience them now during my high school life because that makes me feel pathetic.
so yes, in a way I am dying to leave this school, yet sad to leave. but oh well, life moves on.
it's my last year anyway so I am truly glad that I didn't have any major arguments publicly with 'those people' though I always always always complain about almost everything to my close ones.
why can't people nowadays just be a little more genuine? It isn't that difficult, is it?
well, besides being patient with these people, another challenge now for me deal with is to figure out ways to not let others take advantage of me.
I just want to go to them and tell them, hey, you know, I get tired too, cause I am only human.
gah, it's not like I don't guts to do that, but I just thought it wouldn't look nice.
well, this month will pass really quickly because I said so. heh. then forum here I come! :)
