Bright beautiful morning. Saturday morning. Didn't know I will wake up so early, like 7.30 in the morning. Have never done that. Well maybe it was because last night I was so tired of everything during the day and tuition at night. Therefore I slept pretty early like 10.30pm? Yesterday was such a busy day. Not very very very busy but rushing. Was so tired when I reached home.
So bascially it was like this, morning till the afternoon was like the same. Until 2.30pm we had this talk from this guy named Gerrad? (I am not sure) Which got mentally tired. The talk was funny yet scary. I was always afraid of walking out to the car at LRT but I didn't really bother about myself feeling scared but now since he mentioned and indirectly reminded me. Great, successfully freaked me out. He told us many different cases which were getting scarier and scarier.
Well, he mentioned something about reality love as well. Reminds me of this two people who are close me. Well, love is a feeling. True. But status, family backgrounds, even minds are included. When all these are not balanced, it's hard to work out. Is that the message I am supposed to receive?
After school I went to watch the volleyball training as usual after I've done my Chinese homework. I didn't finish it because I left a few of my papers home. Went there with Rafah and Jia Qi and Jia Qi gave me pendrive which contains Glee. I've never watched that series before but everyone said it's awesome so I shall watch it during the weekend :D
Went home around 6. Before that mum was screaming on the phone. Screaming at me. Hey, girls don't only scream when they are afraid or panicked, they scream when they are pissed off as well =.= My mum started scolding the moment I entered the car till we reached home. Guess she just need to release her anger. Cause waiting for us it's like her daily routine.
Right now my position is: Sitting on my bed. Having the mini laptop on the table beside. Sitting straight and trying not to wake my sister up who's sleeping on the bed beside as well. Hahaa. Well, I shall go now. I can't wait to practice volleyball lah. I can't stay like this forever. Yet my brother went out earlier than I woke up. For tuition then to friend's house. I think. Damn ):
You don't let people in. It's hard for you. & once you do, you don't want to let them go.
And once they screwed up, you're like: "why did you do that to me?" I gave you all my heart and feelings. I did everything for you. Yet you screwed me over.
