Sunday, February 28, 2010

Let's Make Better Mistakes Tomorrow ♥

Hello world, hello you.

I am not very sure if this post is gonna be saved as 28.02.10 or 01.03.10, but yeahh. I wanted to post on the 1st but then I've this sudden thought to say something before February ends. Maybe because I wanted so much for the time to stop. Wanted the time that I get to be with you, so so much. Ahaha. Maybe because March gives me a feeling of you-better-start-studying. Okay, I know I am supposed to start studying like end of February for first term's sake but then I don't have the mood at all. I was kinda upset about this but I got over it because I decided that it's not something that I can change no matter how hard I try. Sometimes it's very hard to control your own feelings, don't you think so? No matter it's about studies, friendship, love, what so ever. It's hard to control. For example when you're annoyed, pissed.. etc.

Sometimes it's good that we can can't seem to control them. Because when we can't control, we let it out. When we let it out, we'll get over. Some people they get to control their emotion so much that they don't show that they're unhappy about somebody in front of somebody and they just keep all the feelings to themselves and secretly hate that person. Isn't that just so stupid? Guess the best thing is we should keep it within control at the right time. For example, don't stand up and say Shut Up! when a oh-so-important people is giving an oh-so-boring speech.

I am getting so weird lately. I really don't know why.

Anyways, it's almost one in the morning and I've got school tomorrow which I don't feel like going at all but I have to go because I don't know why. I am gonna have a Sej test again and I didn't really read it and I kinda sorta gotta feeling that I am gonna fail it and everyone's gonna pass it because madam screwed everyone badly last week so everyone's gonna be scared and study but then she didn't screw me because I passed her test and so now I don't feel the fear that she gave the others therefore I am so not motivated and that resulted why didn't I study.

I planned to study Science but I didn't. I really, really need catch up with my studies, don't I?

Hello March. Oh, I feel the fear now but it's too late.




Some love stories ain't epic novels, some are short stories.
But that doesn't make them less filled with love.