I woke up around 1 and I took around a few minutes to realize that it's actually 1 in the morning. I feel terribly upset because my phone ran away from me yesterday morning on the way I walk into the school - the moment I got outta the car. According the my mum, while I got out of the car, when I wanted to put my phone into the pocket, it ended up on the ground instead of my pocket. It's ridiculous that I didn't realize and I really hated myself for that.
I thought I left the phone in the car, I thought it was a bad start for a new day but then the day went really well until I call my mum during Upper Sec lunch and realized that my phone is actually somewhere on the earth but not close to me at all. I was very upset because I know I can hardly survive without my phone.
I am really really upset.
Now I am like very lost without my phone. Fyi, those messages that are sent to me after 29.01.2010 6.30 am, Well, I haven't read them, yet. This morning when I used Qing Wei's phone and call my phone and there was no answer, at that moment I should've realized that my phone is not with my mum. My mum would have picked it up but she didn't so I should've noticed. But why didn't I?
My mum said she checked if we dropped anything every morning besides yesterday morning because she was in a rush since she didn't want to get caught in a traffic jam due to Thaipusam. Just that morning she didn't check. And my phone ran away from me that day. Why did it even do so? I love it so much ):
Pretty upset. Still very upset. I wonder how many times have I woke up during the sleep before. I don't know why I just feel weird. I don't know whats wrong besides my phone's gone.
I don't know. But the only thing I knew is, the reason I feel upset involves more than the loss of my phone.
I need to figure myself out.
I wish there was more a elegant way of saying "I miss you"because it feels much more complicated
and involved more than just those three words.
