I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you, yeah
I prayed last night.
I prayed to father volleyball before I sleep.
I prayed that we'll have a good luck and as soo ann always say.
'Just hit those damn balls'
I prayed that we can win (:
We fought against St. Mary.
We won.
The points were close.
Its like any other games.
So gan-jiong.
Seriously.
This is such a great experience.
And I really love the moments that I have been through with the team.
Although Im like a loser in there.
But still..
I cheered for my team :D
We lost to Chong Hwa.
We got 2nd. Im seriously happy.
We got play for the wilayah.
And its like totally awesome (:
I don't think Im going to play though.
Because our team can get other school's player.
So yeah (:
When I got back to school, I was so tired.
I lost my money.
I haven't been eating anything since breakfast.
My breakfast is around 6 for your information.
I was so hungry ):
I felt weak ):
I went to get money from my brother.
And got myself orange juice and went for choir practice.
Then I came down again, madam asked me to eat something.
Oh well.
April's such a terrible & sad month.
So many things happened. Nobody has any idea why.
I tried hard to get over it.
Im sorry girls.
Obviously, I failed.
I can't take it. I can't.
I can't handle the truth.
So many things happened at the same time.
I don't get why am I the one who got hurt when I did nothing?!
I don't get it.
I wanna cry.
I wanna cry my heart and all the stupid feelings out.
I don't wanna keep it all inside.
Its hard for me.
Im not tough.
Why do you always think Im?
Im human too. I have feelings like any other people do!
How can you actually do that?
I thought we were bestfriends.
I thought.
You proved me wrong.
Thanks for everything you've done.
I hope you're happy when you see tears flowing out from my eyes.
But could you please leave me alone?
Please?
Ohh and yeah, go get a life.
♥Because its just between you and me,
Shin.
