& i know 2009'll be a tough year.
yeah, its just the third day of 2009.
happy third day of 2009.
yeah. yeah.
Sleeping is the best way.
Cause when u fell asleep, you won't be able to think about anything.
which is a good thing.
Things got terrible.
Im not perfect, nobody is.
& she always expect to be a perfect girl, when she's not even one.
She always misunderstood whatever i said and made it worse.
I dont even know her anymore.
When she started scolding and scolding,
all i left to do is keep quiet and try my best not to shed a tear.
AH, it always ends badly and i always lost.
Whatever, it doesnt really matter.
Surprisingly i can still post a blog without saying @!#$^&*
Things change and people change.
Im just too tired to care.
Dont ask me what happened.
i beg.
Im trying to train myself for not caring too much.
So please dont.
cause everything may ruin just because a question from you.
so yeah. maybe u can tell me a joke and make me laugh.
maybe it helps :)
maybe.
& she said,
No happily never after
that just ain't for me
becuase finally
i deserve better after all
i'll never let another teardrop fall
Happily never after*
