yesterday i tried to do my art. it was quite suckish.
my mood is kind of bad today..
stress ):
altho i know tht im just form1.
nothing much to do.
And thts what my bro said to me.
always.
*
ya right. whatever.
just came back from my dinner with my family
it was a nice meal. Lol.
celebrate my parents annivessary.
so yeaa. they happy then its good enough alr (:
Happiness is important...
*
Feeling more and more sorry towards him.
my gawd. i dont feel like bringing it up actually.
but somehow i just cant get it out of my mind.
and i dont even know why am i actually..
feeling sad and sorry when i saw him?
i seriously dont get it.
things seem to get worse now.
studies and everythg..
*
Yesterday i did the art
stayed up till late at night.
remembered that he stayed up once cause of me until 3...
and i was doing my art too..and chatting with him..
i still need to say..ThankYou so much for it.
seriously...
*
This post gonna be most about you.
and i guess i feel like putting this private again..
mygawd.
i even thought of smsing you last night.
this hasnt pop out in my mind for months.
but why it suddenly just appear...
*
Now im confused.
seriously. i hate this.
it just gonna make my post emo.
and it is seriously what-the-hell.
URGHH. what happened to me actually?
ShinWei, just leave it all behind and dont ever turn back!
thts what u promised urself!
Remember?!
*
Maybe its all a dream
everythg tht once happened.
its dream..
a beautiful one.
a dream tht i don even feel like waking up.
but still..i have to.
i need to. and must.
*
CheerUp ShinWei!
you'll get over it soon.
you will..
you will..
*
*
[P.S. if my post is lil too emo for ya today ;
im sorry. it will turn okay by the next post.
I believe so.]
